PRESENTS !!!

My Uncle came for a visit from US
and brought tons & TONS of
presents !

Sweetness

When you dreaming about what could
have been
and it looks awesome.

Someone just has to come and give you a
splash of reality.

And your like
"Oh,so I'm back here .."

Going to school with people
that don't know
may be a little annoying
at times.

But also sometimes
it just makes you forget.

And that's the fun
part.

But then you got your
horrible teachers
that are just in it for the money
and don't care if you pass or fail.

They think we'r all done for
and there's no point.

But all we need is a little pointer
to the right direction.

Take your life cause YOU want to.
Don't do it cause of some shit
that's gonna be living life
while your stuck in the pits of hell.

Get mad.
Your only human.
But don't make everyone else
miserable cause your
life sucks.

Think Positive.

That's what I tell myself everyday.

"Life was a gift.
Take it!"
I tell myself.

Just because my life sucks
doesn't mean everyone else got to go down with me.

So everyday,when I step outside my door.
I think
"Do everything you can to make sure NOBODY will ever have to feel (this)"

I try.
But why does everyone else have a good life
when I'm ...

Its just not meant to be I guess.
Someone's got to be the unlucky one.

There's gotta be
something more.

Knock harder.
Look further.

"That's it?!"

Damn.

You live,You die
No point trying to change that.
But what we can change is what we
do when we'v got the chance.

Family may be hard,but their the only one's you'v got.
Sometimes family is hard,
pushing you to your limits, but hey
if they don't do it,how will?

You might want to just run to your room,
shut the door,take a pillow
and scream hell into it.
But you can't.
You gotta be strong.
Cause your not the only one
thats having de problem.

Go to school.
Smile,laugh,crack some lame joke
and make everyone believe
that everything's alright.

But smiling gets harder.
Laughing stops.
Joke's don't come as easy as it use to ..

'Friends' ask you "Hay.you ok?"
You say "Yaa,sure!"
But all you want to do is scream in their
damn faces and say
"If you had to ask that question,then obviously somethings wrong!"

You'll make it through.
You may not like it.
But you'v got to do it.

I GOTTA SAY ...

I gotta say .... i love love love my life.absolutely love it.

FRIENDS !

What could me more amazing ! they are your enemy,your sibling,your parent,your teacher,your child,your special someone.But when they are your enemy,your hate them with everything you have,spread bad gossip about them,turn people against them and think "did i once actually talk to him/her?! How could I've been so blind!".But then their your sibling,someone who how can hate and love at the same time and hate yourself that you love them!But you need anything,their there.They many mock you but won't let anyone else do it!.They are also your parents.Telling you when you've gone to far.punishing you.rewarding you when you do something good.They to are teachers.Teaching you stuff - maybe right or wrong- . guiding you.Friends can act like children and thats the time where you teach them and stop them from doing something stupid like hammering a nail into a teachers car tire.But they are also your special someone.telling them stuff you would never tell your siblings/parents or teachers.doing fun and bad stuff together.getting into trouble together.Getting you out of trouble. THEY ARE FRIENDS! AND NOT ALL THE GOLD OR SILVER IN THIS WORLD CAN BUY TRUE ONES!

ERAGON,ELDEST,BRISINGR - Favourite books in the world!

PIMPLES,I HATE YOUU!

I'm sorry for being such a lousy friend.Being there when u did not need me,But WHEN U DID. wasn't there.It won't happen again.I PROMISE.You call,and i'll be there.no more.I tell you every day that "I'M HERE,ITS GONNA BE OK!" but i never got the chance to prove it.You can count on me,i'll be there.Trust me ;)

1. Sex is not the answer. Sex is the question. "Yes" is the answer.
2. Men get laid, but women get screwed.
3. Love is the answer, but while you are waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty good question.
4. Sex is emotion in motion.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

"I LOVE YOU ... and nothin you say is gonna change that!"

if you love someone,your gonna to make that sacrifice. if you love someone your gonna go the extra mile.IF you love someone,your gonna have to learn about being hurt and being in pain ... your gonna have to learn the difference between the two.BUT. Your also going to learn about being totally happy and felling amazing all at the same time.One things for sure ... your gonna learn something!

"American football or normal boring football?!"

Sports

"Why is FOOTBALL so great,guys run around a field kicking a ball to each other and fighting to put it in a net ! Never got it! But sometimes its kinda cool watching them run around."

"Who want's 2 be normal when u can be me?!"

Castle Age Rawks! Just love it ! amazing! I'm really not the computer games loving kinda guy ... but this game .... WOW!

"WHO DOSN'T???!!!"

One day,thats gonna be me on the boat !
Standing there looking awesome! One day.One day !

woke up 2day,soo did not want to go 2 school,
told my mom,said "OK!" and went back to bed.
woke up few hours after that and had
a terrible told and a cough and was like
"DAMN!!!" should have gone 2 school :D ...
sneezing the whole day! nose bruise ! Ouch !
lots worse than it sounds ;)

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

You babe ! Only You !

When everyone else failed me,you were there ! You listened,understood and comforted me.Your one in a million,don't deny it !

Can I trust my family ?

You do something wrong at the wrong time n it was all a big miss understanding but no1 trust you ! now they look at you like your some kind of criminal ! If your own family doesn't trust you,then who will?! They say they love you ! Hug Hug Kiss Kiss ! all meaningless ! when its time 2 prove it,where are they_looking for a way out.i'm not saying every1s like that.Some truly love you.some you can trust and love back,but the rest,where r they?! Oh,there they r ! on the opposing team,trying 2 break you ... for life ... for good !

LONG TIME !

Hay! sorry for the hold up for sooooo long ! i went 2 this amazing camp for 3 days where they thought you how to like live on your own ! quite awesome ! then i came back n school and other boring stuff ! nothing much.nothing less !

Boringness !

2day i did absolutely nothing ! did not go 2 school ! stayed in bed and watched TV ! some fun i had - -

WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with yo

"My love for you is a journey;
Starting at forever,
And ending at never."

"Love me without fear / Trust me without questioning / Need me without demanding / Want me without restrictions / Accept me without change / Desire me without inhibitions."

"I'll graze on thy lips; and if those hills be dry, i'll stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie."

"I LOVE YOU!" You know that right?! don't know if I always will but it feels that way! The question is.is the feeling mutual ? or r u wondering what it feels like to date a guy like me?! Hope's not !

Going back 2 school !! damn ! have 2 wake up in 2 hours n a few sec's ! And what am i doing?! Blogging,Facebooking and Twittering ! GO TO BED RICHARD !

study Richard ! PMR ! get 7 A'S ! for once in your life !

Happy Belated Valentines Day ! sowwy ! was busy yesterday ;) ! you know! valentines day n all !

"Eldridge Cleaver: Quotes on Respect
Respect commands itself and it can neither be given nor withheld when it is due."

"Love is a force that connects us to every strand of the universe, an unconditional state that characterizes human nature, a form of knowledge that is always there for us if only we can open ourselves to it."

"It is within the experience of everyone that when pleasure and pain reach a certain intensity they are indistinguishable.
Arnold Bennett"

More than a few men have fought to the death to win a woman. Now it appears there's a biochemical force driving the duels—in squid, at least.

According to a new study, when male longfin squid touch recently laid eggs, the males rapidly shift from calm swimming to extremely aggressive fighting (see raw video above).

(Related: "Global Warming Making People More Aggressive?")

Researchers first noticed this effect while studying male squid arriving at breeding grounds where females had already started laying egg capsules.

Each egg capsule contains 150 to 200 eggs. A female squid will lay 20 to 30 capsules over a period of up to several weeks, during which time she will mate with multiple males, according to the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration.

The scientists noticed that, when male longfin squid saw egg capsules laid on the seafloor, the squid would swim toward the eggs and wrap their arms around them.

"This struck us as a very weird behavior," said study co-author Roger Hanlon, of the Marine Biological Laboratory in Woods Hole, Massachusetts. The team then saw that as soon as the squid contacted the capsules, the males became highly aggressive, violently beating and grappling with each other.

(Related: "Large, 'Glamorous' New Glowing Squid Species Found.")

Keen to take a closer look, Hanlon and colleagues presented 57 pairs of male squid with egg capsules and closely monitored their behavior in the lab.

Upon touching the capsules, the males attacked one another, even in the absence of females, the researchers found.

Stomach pain ??? !!! "Maalox" or "Pepto-Bismol" ??? !!! WAIT !!! go ask mom ! :)

SERIOUSLY ???!!! Has he learned nothin from his past?!

Charlie Sheen just got the dreaded text message from Kacey Jordan.

One of his most notorious playthings says she is pregnant - hey, he always wanted a "porn family" - but luckily for Charlie, she does NOT think it's his.

Not that he's going to be on the hook either way. She's "taking care of it" ASAP.

The awkward text message Kacey sent him yesterday afternoon !

After dropping the p-bomb, Kacey continued, "I don't believe it's yours, but I'm going to Oregon to take care of the situation." We're sure he feels relieved.

As for why Kacey Jordan thinks Charlie is in the clear? He used protection, BUT Kacey says both of them were so out of it she's not positive it did the trick.

These things happen during 72-hour cocaine benders. Don't you hate that?

According to sources, Kacey, who already aborted K-Fed's baby in the past, plans to terminate the pregnancy soon, and never heard back from Charlie.

Probably for the best. These two really don't need to be procreating.

Article by WorldNews.com Correspondent Dallas Darling.

With news that the four F-18 fighter jets cost the Navy a total of $450,000 to fly over Dallas, Texas' Jerry Jones' $1.5 billion stadium for Super Bowl XLV, it is evident that Sportsism has publicly and privately replaced prophetic faith. And with over 100 million people watching grown men beating on each other, including 30-second commercials each costing $3 million, it is obvious Sportsism has even replaced common sense and reason. In some ways, it has also criminalized discussing and debating the public role of prophetic faiths and religions, something that is important for the vitality and maintenance of any civilization. (Remember "isms" are powerful and internalized ideologies.)

President Barack Obama must admit some responsibility for this new Sportsism and the loss of prophetic faith, specifically when he called and praised the professional sports franchise, the Philadelphia Eagles, for giving Michael Vick another opportunity. Obama intervened on behalf of Vick, who had mistreated and inhumanely killed his dogs as part of a gambling and dog-fighting ring, a bloody and cruel animal circus show. Not only was Obama applauded and lauded for phoning the Eagles and thanking them, but for days it made national headlines and consumed the mainstream media. It was another example of how Sportsism is accepted and idolized in the public arena.

Now then, will Obama also phone his long-time spiritual mentor and pastor Rev. Jeremiah Wright? For thirty-six years, Rev. Wright was pastor of Chicago's south-side Trinity United Church of Christ. The church itself established faith-based communities and schools, bringing hope, love, peace and spirituality to tens of thousands of people. It also promoted numerous ministries like food banks, homeless shelters, drug and alcohol rehabilitation programs, and visitations and prayers on behalf of the sick and dying. Trinity United Church of Christ also provides job training programs and ministers too and assists those incarcerated in becoming productive and community oriented citizens.

Rev. Wright started the Ministers in Training program. It has encouraged theological education and prepared thousands for seminary training. Meanwhile and year after year, Obama was inspired by Rev. Wright. It was one of Rev. Wright's sermons that actually stirred Obama to write The Audacity of Hope. Based on the GF Watts painting Hope, Rev. Wright proclaimed: "...with her clothes in rags, her body scarred and bruised and bleeding, her harp all but destroyed and with only one string left, she had the audacity to make music and praise God...To take the one string you have left and to have the audacity of hope."

But during the 2008 presidential election, Rev. Wright's sermons and prophetic faith was criminalized by the public arena. This is sad, for the United States of America needs to publicly debate and inquire if it did indeed help cause the attacks on Sept. 11 with its misguided and destructive foreign policies. The United States of America, as a national community, should discuss if the dropping of the atomic bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki, weapons that killed hundreds of thousands of women and children, were indeed acts of terrorism. And again, what was the real motivation behind using such deadly nuclear weaponry that led to the Arms Race?

Obama should have encouraged dialogue, but instead he distanced himself from the truth that there is a disproportionate number of blacks imprisoned. Recalling the CIA's drug smuggling operations to raise monies in order to fund the Contras in Nicaragua, clearly subverting the U.S. Constitution and democracy, Obama, like Rev. Wright, should have questioned if the government gives people "drugs, builds bigger prison, passes a three-strike law and then wants us to sing God Bless America." Obama should have questioned if America killed innocent people, and if America, with its doctrine of Exceptionalism, acts like God and believes it is supreme.

Vick was not the only one that needed rehabilitated. President Obama needs rehabilitated too, along with some Americans. America's foreign and domestic policies also need transformed, as does its un-prophetic thinking and behavior. When a nation spends billions of dollars on a sporting event, at the expense of its poor and oppressed and its jobless and homeless, such a nation is on the verge of moral and theological bankruptcy. The public spheres and arenas must reject the criminalization of prophetic faiths and religions. Such forums should again be used to debate the roles that prophetic faiths and religions can serve.

If America is to survive, it needs to reject a pre-prophetic reality of perpetual wars and militarism. It must learn to embrace post-prophetic realities, or an egalitarian nation that embraces peace with justice. Even George Washington warned in his farewell speech that, "Of all the dispositions and habits which lead to political prosperity, religion and morality are indispensable supports...And let us with caution indulge the supposition that morality can be maintained without religion...reason and experience both forbid us to expect that national morality can prevail in exclusion of religious principle."

President Obama, please phone Rev. Wright and start the process of decriminalizing and liberating prophetic faith.

You and me !

"Who do you think you are?! running round leaving scars?! collecting your Jar Of Hearts,tearing love apart ! your gonna catch a cold,from the ice inside your soul.so don't come back for me ! DON'T COME BACK AT ALL !!!

Well Well Well ... what happen 2day?! woke up at 4am coughing like mad !stayed up till like 7am! after that blanked out till 12:30pm ... thenthenthen ... went to cut my awesome hair ... S.A.D .... felt like hell after that cause some of the hair went into my nose n mouth and i was like "ACHOO!!!" all day !!! sad life !

"LAY'S" sour or classic ??!! hmmmmmm thinking thinking

Yo every1 ! 2day went for CNY party and it was awesome ! got alot of pics ! will download this ... ememem ... year? ;)

deleted my old blog and now the newest one :)